Below are the 3 most recent journal entries recorded in diamond_stacy's LiveJournal:

Thursday, October 19th, 2006
11:39 pm	Good day i guess?? hey girlies i dont even know how to describe today ... i realised i have to fast for 3 days before i weigh myself i have been working out for 3 weeks now with no results !! i have even been eating better this is all the more reason to do THE FAST !!! i have not gone down in weight one bit and it fucking sucks i was so mad today so i DID it i have not put a single thing into my body except for coffee !! and i feel good i guess but tomorrow is another day... i just hope i dont get invited to go out for dinner with co workers or drinking for that matter ... i know if i can keep this up ot will work i just need to lose those first 5 pounds and im good to go ... however i am getting discouraged :( halloween is so close and i just want to look good ne ways hope ur all doing fine stacy Current Mood: confused (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 17th, 2006
1:22 pm	not going so well HEY everyone ! so today is day 2 of my "fasting " i feel like a dumbass i am doing so good during the day when im at work cuz its busy and the only thing i eat/drink is coffee but my problem is THE NIGHT I WAKE UP AND BINGE !!!!!!!! i dont know what to do i cant help it i guess i will have to try harder does ne one have ne suggestions? thanks xoxoxo Current Mood: cranky (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 12th, 2006
2:29 am	back in action hey everyone ! i am back and i have failed i feel like shit everyday i wake up and i dont wana move or do ne thing i dont want to see ne one or do ne thing ! i have gained nothing but fat and dont fit into ne thing i am at my highest 135 and i am 5'3 its sickens me to look at myself and old pictures for that matter. so now is when i need u guys the MOSSSSSSSTTTTT i have done this before and lost 25 30 pounds i know i have it in me i just need to get started and i know u guys all know what i mean ... the first day of your stomach feeling empty that weak feeling that u know is from the puonds dropping off !! my big plan is to eat nothing tomorow which is going to be ssssooooooooo hard but i have the whole day off so all i have to do is lie about eating to the boyfriend and fam and go to the gym and sleep . im so pumped i cant let myself down or u guys for that matter !! sooooooo pls if u have ne suggestions to get through the first couple of days let me know , otherwise ill talk to u later !! thanks soo much ! keep strong stacy Current Mood: depressed Current Music: none (Comment on this)