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    Wednesday, December 23rd, 2009
    28dayplan
    [ lorcas_novena ]
    1:20a
    Day13
    Food: 2/2
    Water: 2/2
    Exercise: 0/2... so anxious, leaving the house is really hard recently.
    Challenge: 0/2
    Post: 2/2

    6/10
    Tuesday, December 22nd, 2009
    28dayplan
    [ hot_trainwreck ]
    8:12p

    Day 7


    Food: 2/2  --

    Water: 2/2

    Exercise: 2/2 45 mins of intense climbing intervals on the elliptical, lifted chest and tri's, lots of stretching 

    Posting: 2/2

    Challenge: 2/2 

    Sorry, too tired to say much else, but i wanted to post and stay accountable  

    7/?/66

    Tuesday, December 15th, 2009
    28dayplan
    [ misstumbledown ]
    9:04a
    fail
    Whenever I come to my parents' I always end up getting horribly fat because I'm bored. I don't have any friends or anything to do and the layout of their/our house makes the whole place pretty much smell like food. It's too warm. I HATE staying at my parents', but I promised them I'll stay for Christmas and they're going to give me some money that I need so here I am, binging uncontrolably. But I only binge when I stay for a day or two and they're all over me, and now Grandma is sick and Mum will be spending most of the time at work so I think I can say with much safety that I won't binge tomorrow. I feel so awful now and my stomach is so full and I don't know what to do with myself :(( I wish I could be angry at them but I know this is all my fault, and I can't be fat for my ah-mazing New Year's Eve party! So I promise that from now on I will have more self-control. Tomorrow? Won't go over 200. Usually my 2pt is 250 and my 1pt is 500, but I'm sure I had over 1000 just now. :(

    Also, I spent most of the day traveling and didn't have time for my challenge. :(

    Food: 0/2
    Water: 2/2
    Excercise: 2/2
    Posting: 2/2
    Challenge: 0/2

    ...Haven't had such a bad day in a while :( I hate being here :(((

    Also their computer is slow and it sucks :(
    Tuesday, December 22nd, 2009
    28dayplan
    [ raelynn0407 ]
    9:24a
    Bah Hum Bug.
    "As we approach this holiday season is there any rhyme or reason?
    That good will shouldn't abound?
    To and through us the whole year round?"




    I'm new.. please explain how this works?
    My name is Raelynn
    & I'm 16 from Iowa.



    So today is interesting..
    I've been making a copy of the starry night night painting by Van Gogh & its a lot harder then I thought. :P I finally got more paint.

    So far today I've had half of a light yoplait yogurt.
    I just had to place something in my stomach so people would stop asking if I was hungry >.<

    Adam is getting a cell phone today.. his grandparents offered to pay for it.
    So all day he's been bouncing around like a 6 year old in a toy store.

    its cute & extremely annoying.. because not only does he not need it but now he'll never place it down & I'm slightly jealous because mine is still turned off.

    I actually need mine on for a job and for when i'm coming to and from classes in the snow.. & tomorrow we're going to have an extremely shitty snow storm and i'm not looking forward to it at all.

    Oh well.
    -shoots self-


    I think i'm getting sick. I've been extremely cold all day and my throat hurts and my nose is all runny.

    eww.

    i'm also still lacking sleep. :(



    I most likely wont be able to update till after january 4th. I'll be all over the united states.

    So I hope everyone has a wonderful holiday.
    Stay safe, Stay warm... but remember think thin, keep your goals don't let yourselves down :)


    you can do it.


    Much love.Stay strong.

    (whisper)-Merry Christmas-(whisper)

    :)


    xoxo.raelynn.xoxo.
    28dayplan
    [ ohsweetinsanity ]
    5:43a
    Twenty seventh day of challenge
    Food - 0/2 estimate of i don't know how many calories kept down. this is not filling the void. it is making the void that much larger..
    Water - 2/2
    Exercise - 2/2 worked out for 6 hours
    Journaling/Posting - 2/2 yepyepyep
    Daily Self Esteem Challenge - 2/2 i shaved, had a nice long shower, relaxed (i MADE myself sit and watch gossip girl. i can't remember the last time i sat for more than half an hour at a time.. lol) and did my eyebrows. i was thinkin of dying my hair again, but i can't decide on what colour.. any suggestions?

    Current Mood: cold
    Monday, December 21st, 2009
    28dayplan
    [ on_verge ]
    11:53p
    Day 3
    omigod i was 117.6 this morning!!! i began last month at 127-128!!! THANK GOD! the master cleanse is what works for me to get past that hump that is so hard for me. i can definitely see and feel a change today from yesterday in my face. yay cheekbones that i haven't seen in forever. i'm 2.4lbs away from my first goal of 115, then hopefully 113. i plan on doing the lemonade fast for one more full day if possible then i fly home for xmas to face the holidays and try to keep it off.

    f-2/2 lemonade
    w-2/2
    p-2/2
    e-2/2 (walked and shopped for 12hrs today all day!)
    c-2/2 bought a new blouse and sweater for myself. love feeling skinny in nnew cute clothes. :)
    3,10,30

    Current Mood: content
    28dayplan
    [ litttlefox ]
    10:07p
    day 18
    food: 2/2
    water: 2/2
    exercise: 2/2 (60 mins stationary bike)
    post: 2/2
    challenge: 2/2

    total: 10/10 :)
    numbers: 18/5/168

    a ten point day! those seem to be rare these days so i am very happy. the five pound loss may be inaccurate cause i haven't checked the scale in awhile. hopefully i'm still 129. i still feel the same, and i can usually tell when i put on even the smallest bit of weight after losing some. i'll be checking tomorrow morning. hope everyone's day was good today, xx
    28dayplan
    [ iwannab_thin ]
    11:22p
    Fail!

    I don't understand. I don't get it. Why is food so freaking important to people? It's disgusting! And having it forced down your throat makes it so much worse... I cannot stand people jumping in the middle of things and forcing me to eat.

    This morning my mom and I were home together and she made me eat. Then she went to the store, my dad came home, and he made me eat! And I mean literally made me eat. WTF?!?!? I'm 22 years old for God's sake! And it couldn't be something healthy.... Oh no. It had to be full of fat and starch and calories! There's no way I'm going to be able to work it all off! YUCK! I was able to get rid of some of it, but not nearly enough.

    Tomorrow I work a double, so I'll be at work all day. That means a full and total fast. And not a minute too soon. I'll be on my feet from 10 am until at least 7 pm, so that should work off some of the nastiness that I was forced to take in today. My last weigh in yesterday was at 126.5. I'm still a cow at that weight, and I'm sure I'm up from that considerably.

    Part of me wishes I didn't care so much about my weight and my size. I wish I could be normal and not care. But then part of me thinks of what I would be like if that were the case and it makes me sick. This back and forth thing in my head is going to be the death of me. It keeps me locked up inside myself so alone... Even when I'm with someone I'm alone. I don't have much of anything in common with anyone I meet. I can't seem to connect. I'm alone in my head and it seems that no one on the outside can understand me.

    I fear that I am doomed to be disgusting, heartbroken, and alone the rest of my life..... :-/

    Current Mood: depressed
    28dayplan
    [ stariana_isa ]
    9:56p
    Day 1
    Food: 2/2
    Water: 2/2
    Exercise: 2/2
    Journaling/Posting: 2/2
    Daily Self Esteem Challenge: 2/2

    Current Mood: sad
    28dayplan
    [ hot_trainwreck ]
    8:53p
    Day 5 + 6

    Day 5

    Food: 2/2  -- Ate very clean and in the 1200 cal range

    Water: 2/2

    Exercise: 2/2 walked a mile in the unploughed snow to my car and cleaned it off

    Posting: 1/2 Posting 1 day late:(

    Challenge: 2/2 Cleaned my apartment, worked on essays


    Day 6
    Food: 2/2  -- Ate very clean and in the 1400 cal range (eat more on exercise days) 

    Water: 2/2

    Exercise: 2/2 One hour of intense climbing intervals on the elliptical, lifted shoulders and did cable crunches

    Posting: 2/2

    Challenge: 2/2 Cleaned my apartment, worked on essays  

    6/?/56

    Current Mood: sleepy
    Current Music: New Order
    28dayplan
    [ leftyoulonely ]
    7:48p
    Day 17
    Food: 2/2
    Water: 2/2
    Exercise: 2/2
    Post: 2/2
    Challenge: 2/2

    17/7?/148 ->Is this my first 10-point day, lol? I'm afraid it is! First one in a while anyway :)
    28dayplan
    [ ana_84 ]
    8:50p
    Im going to start this tomoz as its almost bedtimes nows (:
    I was just wondering has anyone done the full 28days and roughly how much did you lose?
    Im WELL excited ;)

    Anyone else starting tomoz?
    28dayplan
    [ misstumbledown ]
    9:16p
    19
    Food: 2/2
    Water: 2/2
    Exercise: 2/2
    Posting: 2/2
    Challenge: 2/2

    10/10

    19/??/141
    28dayplan
    [ ohsweetinsanity ]
    2:19p
    Twenty sixth day of challenge
    Food - 2/2 estimate of too many calories kept down. UGH. what happened to my motivation?!
    Water - 2/2
    Exercise - 2/2 worked out for 5 hours
    Journaling/Posting - 2/2 i'm pretty sure you're reading this...
    Daily Self Esteem Challenge - 2/2 i caught up on some sleep, programed some numbers into my phone and made it a little prettier with a wintery tinkerbell wallpaper <3 and wrappeded up some christmas gifts

    Current Mood: anxious
    Current Music: Green Day - East Jesus Nowhere
    28dayplan
    [ ohsweetinsanity ]
    2:17p
    Twenty fifth day of challenge
    Food - 2/2 estimate of no calories. held a 24 hour fast. i know i can do better
    Water - 2/2
    Exercise - 2/2 worked out for 4 hours
    Journaling/Posting - 2/2 yess
    Daily Self Esteem Challenge - 2/2 i cleaned the house, did some random organizing and cleaned up some of the random christmas things that were laying around. also picked up decorations that my kittie keeps knocking down from the christmas tree. i'm just waiting for it to fall over ^.^

    Current Mood: anxious
    Current Music: Green Day - East Jesus Nowhere
    28dayplan
    [ bite_the_rose ]
    2:14p
    Alright, I'm serious this time.

    Tomorrow I restart. I would have today, except my mom made corn beef and cabbage last night and, though I don't eat meat, the cabbage/potato mixture was just calling to me today. I could have started today, but I want to do it on a good note.

    So tonight, 3 hours (hopefully) at the gym to work today off, and tomorrow back to tight portion controls and calorie counting (800-1000), all-liquid diet until after the 25th and hitting the gym every night (except the 24th, 25th, and 31st since they're not open). And I'm not going to do the daily self-esteem challenge, but I'll earn those points by working 2 hours on my artwork every day.

    I might buy a new scale, too, and keep it hidden while I'm home to get a jump start on this. I think I'm around 140-150, and I want to be down to about 125 by the end of March. I know seeing how much my fat ass weighs will encourage me to stick to my diet. Gotta look good for my gallery show in April!
    28dayplan
    [ lexi_luvs ]
    10:55a
    Day 1 (again)
    I just lost track after not posting for weeks so DAY 1.

    I realize that I really need to diet. Im getting really sloppy!!!

    To get a 2 for food I cant do any binging, eat no more than 3 meals per day and NORMAL PORTIONS at each meal. NO DESSERT. NONE NONE NONE
    28dayplan
    [ fragilefaerie7 ]
    5:54a
    Day 1
    Okay, so day 1 didn't go so well, but oh well. I'm determined to got the full 28 days without stopping.  Even if i screw up. 

    F - 0/0 - definate binge....somehow I didn't gain much though. And I don't purge anymore so that's awesome. hehe. It's been a litle over 6 months. Woot!
    W - 2/2 - was determined to do this since I messed up on the food
    E - 0/2 - felt sooo lazy on this snowed-in day
    P - 2/2
    C - 2/2 - cleaned out my closet....found some stuff I didn't realize I still had. haha

    total - 6/10

    Start weight - 107.4
    Current weight - 107.6

    gotta think of something for todays challenge....maybe I'll wear something really cute and do my makeup nice....hehe
    28dayplan
    [ on_verge ]
    1:42a
    Day 2
    Yes! 2 full days of following my plan. Really feeling changes already, that's why I like this cleanse.

    f-2/2 lemonade
    w-2/2 all day
    e-2/2 (ballet & 2 shows)
    p-2/2
    c-2/2 feeling good.

    2,20,?

    Current Mood: happy
    Sunday, December 20th, 2009
    28dayplan
    [ litttlefox ]
    10:23p
    day 17
    food: 0/2
    water: 2/2
    exercise: 2/2 (45 mins stationary bike)
    post: 2/2
    challenge: 2/2

    total: 8/10
    numbers: 17/5/158

    i knew today was gonna be bad food-wise cause i went to a christmas party. i know that shouldn't be an excuse but ugh. all i had for the dinner was salad and a roll and during snacks, i mostly had broccoli and dip but then dessert came around and that's when it all went bad. i'm thinking tomorrow's gonna be a good day though, cause i have work and nothing holiday-esque going on. 800 calories or less for a 2 point day is my goal. then the holiday type stuff starts happening and i know it won't be good. i'm praying that i can maintain my weight through the end of the week, then the last 6 days of the challenge i can go back to eating better and actually losing some. 124 is my goal for the end of the challenge but we'll see. i still have time in january to do another round of the challenge and get under 120. wow enough of my rambling. hope everyone's days are going good, xx
    28dayplan
    [ leftyoulonely ]
    11:16p
    Day 16
    Ugh, the days are starting to run together :)

    Food: 1/2
    Water: 1/2
    Exercise: 2/2
    Post: 2/2
    Challenge: 2/2

    16/7?/138
    Monday, December 21st, 2009
    28dayplan
    [ misstumbledown ]
    2:52a
    Day 13
     I had a fight with my parents and then I binged so it was a horrid day. Horrid.

    Food: 0/2
    Water: 2/2
    Exercise: 2/2
    Posting: 2/2
    Challenge: 2/2

    8/10

    But, today I managed to get into my really skinny jeans again!

    18/??/131
    28dayplan
    [ lorcas_novena ]
    12:39a
    Day 11
    Food: 2/2
    Water: 2/2
    Exercise: 0/2
    Challenge: 0/2
    Post: 2/2

    6/10
    28dayplan
    [ alicecrypt ]
    12:12a
    Update
    Update "2"/0lbs lost/20 points

    FOR YESTERDAY:

    FOOD: 2/2
    WATER: 2/2
    EXERCISE: 2/2
    POSTING: 2/2
    SELF-ESTEEM: 2/2

    (I'm giving myself a two for posting because I did update on my phone but for some reason it didn't send)

    TODAY:

    FOOD: 2/2
    WATER: 2/2
    EXERCISE: 2/2
    POSTING: 2/2
    SELF-ESTEEM: 2/2

    GOOD TIMES!

    Current Mood: tired
    Current Music: -computer burrrr-
    Sunday, December 20th, 2009
    28dayplan
    [ fragilefaerie7 ]
    11:15a
    Okay, so I really want to do the 28 day plan....for reals this time....I keep saying I'm going to do it, then I don't.    I would realllly like to be held accountable though.  Anyone want to hold each other accountable for sticking to the plan and posting everday?

    Here goes....

    Height : 5'2"
    Start Weight : 107.4
    Goal weight (for plan) : 100

    Food - under 750 - 2 pts, under 1000 1 pt
    Exercise - standard.  get a half hour in....


    Challenge for today - be productive and get a lot done....snowed in. hehe
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